Strange feelings

Lik a body piercing gone wrong u've pierced ma hrt so deep i cn hardly breathe, dis pain u've causd is so excruciatin' dt i cnt sim2find peace no mata wich way i turn, am bleedin' uncontrollably, loosing air, ma hrt is feelin' lite. My head is spinnin' n am fallin, driftin in n out of consciousnes wit evrything around me suddenly becomin' very vage n unreal, i cn feel my palm catchin' cold lik it ws key2ma survival as well as strange n familiar images, memories flashin' tru ma minds eye. I tink i knw what time it is, i've seen, heard n read stuff lik dis happenin' minutes or better still, seconds b4 it al come2an end. Dis isn't wat i wantd or hw i wantd it all 2play out....had a choice, u culd hv saved a life....u cn stil save it bt 1st, u hv2say yes! Say u wuld b mine n i'd b thankin u 4takin' dis guilt off me...n givin me a reason 2smile.